April 18th, 2005

Current Music: once upon my nightstand- FINCH Subject: it's mah birffffday!! Time: 11:11 am Current Mood: IT'S MY FRIGGGEN BIRTHDAY!!!

16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lksdja finally!!! yess ma'aaaaaam birthday today!!- oh man amazing. not gonna lie havn't had this good of a birthday in a while..and it barely started yet. partying starts friday. did some prepartying yesterday with teh bigass bbq Lol but then hm this weekend. im so stoked it's insane!! <3 i love my friends- ..*cept i learned something new today, it's great how the people who you think are your friends and all, maybe even best, and they don't even acknowledge that it's ur birthday or even just pick up the phone to give a call and such. don't get me wrong, everyone was awesome about it but just a couple people. idk didnt expected it i guess.. BUT im not bitching im just saying this birthday taught me something new. hm so yeh lets see saturday DH at marian catholic. 1st game- 9-8 amazing game. good comeback girls!! 2nd game- hm..worst game ever played hahah oh man nice pitching megan!! lol anyways i messed up my knee from sliding. lets just say 2 days later, today, my knee is still numb and it's huge, and might have to get it drained out now. lol haha gross my pants were soaked on the kneecap today hahah omg it was nasty. yeh then later on nick picked me up. we went to strat. met up alex&ryan. ahah lefties do it better!- are you really lefty?! lol hm most def. that girl was hitting on you alex. gosh and u totaly went a long with it..psh! lol meh yeh i did not help nick out at alllll for the 6 month gift. hahah not even a head nod em!! hahah lol oh man. good times nick. lol yeh idk mall was fun. love you guys. EM FRIGGGEN MISSED YOU THIS WEEKEND!! lol but fire game they won phew goodjob lol. hm yesterday- huge ass partyness and yeh idk really fun and got soo much stuff for birthday. <3 and yeh supposed to get license sometime this week? we'll see..hahah last night awesome- hmm lol everyone just left..10 minutes later. dingdong dingdongdingdonnnng!! insane ringing. go outside. TEEPEEEED!! hahah aw man thats right teepeed for my birthday! lol who did it?! hahah emily 'hahahha-idk?...' lol aw man em/nick/dan went nuts and tepeeped my house. lol goodjob guys it took me FOREVER!! to clean it! haha lol! jk. oh man yeh idk this isnt talk abotu katys birthday journal lol and i dont even know why i have this still lol but im bored and giddy and boycotting studying for bible. lol so hm best birthday and this weekend is gonna be pure nonstop party weekend. cant wait <3 tmrw-practice/haircut. yeh what now haha alex it's all comin offf!! yay down! lol wednesday-430 vs benetacademy. HOME **2MONTH! <3 thurs-practice/mall with kev. gettin kellys gift!! oh man lol watch out! im pumped for ur card! screw the gift! haha jk. friday-430 vs lanetech HOME....nonstop party weekend begins!!!!!! saturday- ..nonstop.. sunday- nonstop.. get it? SWEET 16 <3

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April 10th, 2005

Current Music: love soon- john mayer Subject: im tiiiiiired Time: 02:34 am Current Mood: tired

im tiiiired. hm long day. double header vs nazareth. 1st conference games..hm yeh we lost both. meh but all in all we played pretty damn good and idk we were in the games but inconsistantley. meh so yeh then right from there got dropped off at rosatis and met up with everyone. wah missed you guys! hm yeh that was fun. good talks..lol 'so anyways yeh so her..BECCA!! yeh gosh becca' hahah lol we saved our asses on that one. hm yeh idk got our piiimp new uniforms. *pink&black..holla back i <3 them. hm yeh let see then me and tiff broke 209348 of the darts. lol yeh idk just hung out there. then came home and buncha ppl were over. celebratin the birthdays. and yeh i got a lot of sun today and my face hurts. haha tiff ;my face hurts!' oh man. hm yeh overall im just exhausted. and last night was fun. me.alex.em.nick.matt went and saw fever pitch. alskdja alex i LOVE your hair. oh god lol i can finally see those eyes. prettyblueyes yayyy.. hm idk i realllly like it ;). anyways fever pitch. aw cute movie. lol yeh matt only came cuz of the sox. lol hm saw some ppl i knew there. marissa lol hm she most def. didnt see me. then billyyy lol hahah i love how he told me 'wah sorry i havnt called you ;)' when his gf was standing there and alex was..im liek ughh. lol then randomly alison TACKLED! me lol aww i missed ya lol but yeh alison and alex almost got in a fight. lol that was funny. and yeh all in all good weekend i guess. lol em so much sextalk this week!! hahah aw man love ya em. <3 sfl. yeh so tmrw i gotta work on my speech. im doin dave matthews band..meh should be easy. and its gonna be 80 so ima tan, lol alex- white mcwhite. hm yeh idk im tired. nightloves. haha alex we've been fighting a lot lately..'nooo katy, they're just love argument' lol psht we love them. See you and me have a better time than most can dream Have it better than the best So can pull on through Whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down And if nothing can be done We'll make the best of what's around. <3 love you al

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April 5th, 2005

Current Music: a favor house atlantic- coheed & cambria Subject: my tummy hurts..too much// it's bloated alex lol. ;-) Time: 08:16 pm Current Mood: i ate too much. tehee BLOATED

yeh so havn't written in this thing for like 7 bagillion years..idk i was gonna delete it cuz these things are pretty much a battle of who has the most drama and such..but whatever im bored, lol. hmm so my break was unbelievable not gonna go into what i did and such but okay every day hung out with the best people in the world, and just had insane time. i love my friends and everyone so much- thanks you made spring break 05' unforgettable.. anyways. softball has been goin good. we're..3-1. im finally home- playin short. <3 yeh idk it's gonna be a good season and i love our team so yeh. hoo rah. other than that tmrw we get out at like 11:15..it's sex day! wooh lol oh man this is gonna be amusing lol. meh oh well then practice afterwards. and yeh should be sweet day cuz it's kinda a blowoff day..yes. hm yeh other than that...idk things have been hard on me but i'm gettin through it all..just a lot of drama that's catching up to me and idk im really grateful for alex. how he understands and just idk he's so great. i'm not gonna into all this mushy stuff lol but idk alex is honestly one of the greatest people i know in my life. he makes everything better and idk best feeling ever when im with him and bah he knows how i feel no need to go on about this here lol..hm yeh so have a nice day :) ..cubs game now. bye loves. if i ever write the story of my life dont be surprised if ur where it begins id have to dedicate every line on every page to the memories we made while u loved me .. <3 alex joseph marino.

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March 13th, 2005

Current Music: she paints me blue- something corporate Subject: 2.20 the start of our everafter.. <3 Time: 12:22 am Current Mood: me sleepy

hmm just got in. kevin dropped me off. wooh way to play straylight run on the way home lol hm yeh so just got in from seein hitch with.. em/nick/alex/dan/alyssa/kevin/steph/frankie/and dena. hahah holy poop it was a really funny movie. hmm idk. yeh it was fun though. awesome seein kevinnnn and meetin steph. cept stupid drama at end of the night. em im really sorry. blame my dad. hm yeh last night was really funny idk why lol hm good night..em calls 'I CAN GO OUTTT' lol wooh holla back. hm so me/alex/dan/nick went to ems. haha yes nick made his famous oreo milkshakes <3 yum. lol haha alex i spilled it allll over ur shirt! lol oops. aw man lol who the hell rented that movie!!..lol niiick. national lampoons blackballs? lol whhhhat. adlsja blue balls wahhhhhhht!! lol em, me & you still dont get it! lol holla girl lol oh lord we got like 15 mintues into the movie and we all looked at each other and were like...just married. lol so we popped that in. <3 ashton. lol hmm enough said. yeh lol we attempted to play 1 game of spoons..lol i swear to god i love spoons but last night i wasn't into it. lol usualy im like biting the other persons hands to get the spoon. haha aka dan on new years..lol yeh so sorry alex first impressions of that game sucked i know lol. hmm oh well. yeh so bah another amazing weekend with my friends <3 you guys are just awesome. i love you guys <3 hm im really tired. i think im gonna sleep in tmrw til 3? hmm we'll see. xo night loves. I never felt this way inside...I knew it was real just like the snow fall coming down in june..impossible but it could be true and i knew that it was real it was the first time. Man you shoulda seen us holding hands tellin our jokes and makin plans knowin in our hearts that it was the start of our ever after..Im tellin you it was the first time in my life that I have ever felt this way inside an I knew that it was true,..it was the first time...**dedicated**...<3 alex joseph marino <3

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March 7th, 2005

Current Music: maroon 5- sunday morning Time: 09:09 pm Current Mood: okay

hm just got back from the Y. holy poop 5 miles. alex im gettin good!! catchin up to you ;) lol. hm yeh so weekend was overall good. friday- hmm supposed to go to lp vs viator game. that didnt happen cuz i got home at like 715ish. so dan calls saying 'im pickin you up' lol so he does and we go to his house. and nick & em come half hour later with ice cream lol dan you had like 02384 pints already. lol meh. ps got snowfall pics. yess aw i like them. cept i ruined it all but meh <3. hm yeh so we hang at his place all night. watch without a paddle. ladj wahh its chris!! lol oh lorrd good times. hm good night. saturday- yehh softball. out to lunch with team. more softball. get home go to ems. hang there. then go meet up everyone at marcus. big drama fest. first off no1 try to blame it on me. honestly don't because we all knew we were seeing that. so just save ur breath. annnyways. end up seein be cool. which was funny cept didnt get the concept of the movie. honestly it was confusing i just liked how the guy from dodgeball talked. lol hm yehhh. alex im gonna kill the armchair company!! lol hmm <3<3 fun night tho! alex lol i think if i was dying i'd sitll manage to pull a smile and laugh cuz of you :) cuz ur incredibly amazing like that <3 sunday- bah church. then softball at ath. lol tiff bam bam bam insane hitting. lol aw man your ovaries hurt? yeh well i lost mine. lol wahh 3 weeks laksjda. hmm then we all went to the wake together. :( i hate wakes but yeh had to go. bah pretty good weekend. 2.20 it's close to paradise. <3

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February 27th, 2005

Current Music: the starting line - lasting impressions Subject: another ammmazing weekend Time: 08:24 pm Current Mood: loved

awesome weekend. friday- bahhh steel game <3 picked up em and nick. waited for alex. hahah took ya long enough?! 'hey grammma' hey kevinnn :wink: ahah oh alex! hm but holla back they won it 4-3 in OT. lol alex "yeh 30 seconds left it's over.." BAM scoreeee! oh lorrd. bah i lost my rings from that goal!! lol alex hmm a puck got shot into the crowd and hit my uncle alksdj wah lol hmm yeh like 20482 of my family came so that was cool. em/alex/nick came. lol wait for jake and all them to come out of the locker room 'clap if their hot!' CLAPPPP!! haha oh lord. lol then we all went back to a hotel. hm honest johns was closed hahah hmm so wat do we do at like 12am? DENNNNYS haha wah ive never had that much food/breakfast at like 1 am. lol it was good tho. umm can we have milkshakes. yeh me too. oh and him. lol hm bah that was fun cept too much foood aw man just all in all aweosme time. then drove everyone home holy poop it was late laksd and haha jakes hair is soo long now its funny. but he played alllot im liek holla back gannon!! #3 lol hm it was awesome. <3 saturday- bah cleaned went and worked out. hm k so we were all supposed to go to dance ensemble but that wouldve been gayyy lol so bah. we all go to nicks. lol get there dan/nick/alex playin some poker and chuggin those drinks eww lol. hm yeh i won you all the chips alex <3 ur welcome babby. lol hm bah pop in napolean lol ahaha ALEX!! we fell off the chiar!! haha i swear to god im the most ticklish person aliiive lol ooh lord bah watched napolean. hm haha katy come here!..hmm should i come back later? lol hahah oh god emily totaly got like kicked or something in the face by nick lol she has some battle wounds on her eye. hahah nick fought dan. lol sorry dan u totaly lost. lol wat now?!! lol hm popped in anchorman. lol we always watch napolean or anchorman!! lol haha the dog getting kicked..oh alex lol oh and wats up pressing replay 0482 times on teh cow and slap part in napolean. lol dan its not funny!! yes it issss. lol wats he saying?? hm alex <3! haha that noise u made!!!! hahahah all of a sudden BAM! SQEUUUUK! lol oh lord you and ur cute things u do <3 hm and timeout i didnt set myself up for anything maybeee lol aw man bah just an amazing night of course with everyone. and yeh bah sunday- wahhh jesse concert. i hate secuirty. bah long story but i heard 2 of his songs. coudlnt find em/alex/ashley annnyone. hm alex we didnt get to hear beautiful soul together :( bah then i went to softball. ahah aw man SHE GOT HIPS!!! lol wahhh luv you girls <3 now im stuck here wirting a paper for julius caesar..my like tenth paper lol meh i love my friends. you guys are amazing <3 ps softball tryouts tmrw ..EEEEK alex <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 times 0293482 //you have no idea sweet like candy to my soul sweet you rock n sweet you roll..

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February 24th, 2005

Current Music: taking back sunday- cute without the 'e' Time: 05:28 pm Current Mood: flirty

today was good. idk why tho haha hmm phychem lab was funny wahh why is he in our group?! lol kaitlyn hmm haha shit!..wat does that stand for. lol bull....finish is!! cmonnn finish it!! haha oh lord anyways.. another crazy weekend.. tmrw//steel game alskd. holla back. 730 at the edge ice arena in bensenville. everyone go. my brothers playin. its soiux city iowa (his team) vs. chicago steel. its juniorA hockey. yeh go. its $8 a ticket tho. so yehh meh it should be fun tho cuz liek literally 40 family members are supposed to go. then alex/em/nick/dan/rachel and such are coming. maybe chris. kevin/steph/josh might stop by but that party and such that came up they don't know. but yeh hm should be fun. then goin out afterwards prolly. meh idk saturday//dance ensemble?!? lol idk em just told me. so hm prolly 2098 ppl going and just bah yeh lol dont knwo bout that. sunday//laksdj jesse mccartney concccert!! lkasdj 1 @ strat. oh lordd its gonna be amazing. considering me and em want him in the sac times 2093482. plusss alex that song :) kinda our thing lol oh lord and yes alex ur gonna be the only straight guy there with nick lol haha wah cant wait <3 ps tryouts monday for softball wah ajm <3 it's all for youuuuuuu

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February 22nd, 2005

Current Music: rufio - one slowdance Subject: sunday aka ALIPINNNNNNNNNNNEEE!! Time: 12:24 pm Current Mood: loved

ALIPINNNNNNNNNNNE <3 bahh BEST EVVVER!! hmk so had to wake up at like 6 flippin am. haha drove over to bp for some of the OJ for the chug contest with kev and alex..yeh hm that never happened lol meh. hm picked up em. got dropped off at sfh. met alex/dan/nick there. hm it was so awesome i loved it <3 hm sign in load the bus. haha 'GET UR BUTTS BACK INSIDE!!" alskdj crazy lady!! lol hm bus buddy <3 lol cept the crazy kids who wouldnt shut the windows!! or the number call off..haha 1-2-3-4-5- SIX. 'heyyy u stole me number!!' fine we'll switch holy poop we had to dodge all the rain coming in lol oh lord. hm listened to some tunes with lex. lol we went through every song..you didnt know half. you said you did but you didnt. haha jkjk you knew it alll even the country ;-) hah loook at the horsiesss and cowwws <3 oh lord alex im living in the country and you know it. hm bah haha hmm freshmen on the bus..yeh alex go ahead have them idc!! lol hmm i was gonna ninjakick that one who wanted dan..annoying times 0293482. haha cept her joke was kidna funny. your a russsian!! haha i got it!! and no alex it DIDNT go over my head like the 0234820 other ones ;-) lol. hmk finally get to alipine valleyyyyyy WISCONNNSINN..hah SANTAS VILLAGE!???!..no, nono lol. hm got our stuff handled. hm went to get our boards and stuff...yeh i totaly wanted the boot hander alex. <3 haha jkkkk his hair totally ate his face!! lol hmm yeh whatever got situated and started the boys off on the bunny hills. haha alex tooooootaly wiped out on the..toe rope. haha aw hunnnny your head totaly BAM!! into the rope. lol and i just laughed and kept going lol alex did pretty god for his FIRST time <3 he only fell at the bottom lol hm nick hah okok he totttttttttally looks like a professional skiier and haha aw he just falls and got back up and is lik guys dont be jelaous that im better than you guys. lol and then emily just leaves him and laughs lol haha the funnniest was when nik was stuckon the bridge so me and alex pull him over by the skisticks and nicks comes up to emily cuz she was luaghign at him and nick totlay pushes emily down. and just sits there and laughs haha. oooh my lord that was classic lol bah but by the end of hte night nick and alex were like pro's hahah or at least alex thought he was. ok we were on black diamond hill...hardest hill..alex see the biggest jump out there and totaly goes off it. hahahah FUNNNNIEST thing ive ever seeeen!! cuz he board just flew foraard and his arms were everywhere and BAM on his ass he just fell adn sat there. hhahah <3!! alexx hahah for a second i thoguth u died cuz i saw u in the air all hopeless lol aw man good attempt love. lol bah so yeh thennnn i had my big fall. meh yeh watever i fell a couple times earlier but just lil ones this one totaly whip lashed me or somethin to the max!! alex saw it all from behind. i have some good battle wounds if you guys wanna see. lol no joke tho i tried slowing down and my front board went forward and totaly face in snow and couldnt really see for 10 seconds. lol no concusion tho alex. thennn we get off the lift alex looks at me 'WHATS ON UR HEAD!!!!" aslkdja get it offfff!! oooh my lord alex starts wiping off pure black greeeeeease ewww lol effin chairlifts. yeh so my forehead and ahri was black. or some of it. hmm not cool..hah dan get it off!!..ok SNOW IN FACE!! TO THE MAX..lkasdja umm ok?!! lol gawwwsh..lol hm yeh just all in all flippin aweeesome time i love boarding. im finaly getting one too. lol so r you lex. hm yeh lol churrrrrch!! hahaha nick that was halarrrrious. hold on to it give it to em. <3 haha oh lord my friends. hahah hm yeh then packed up loaded the bus again. hmm by far best flippin bus ride evvvvvvvver. <3 holy poop. haha 2 and half hour ride. beatttttttt it!! haha alex who stops at 1 hour? lol we dodged spy mcspy tho. lol haha then the freshmen and there freshmen game. truth or dare...TRUTH! nooo pick darre. haha psht freshmen. lol bah yeh haha breatherrrrr!! oh lord that was nuts. hm yeh 2 and a half hour ride felt liek 10 minutes. 'ok we're back in roselle' aslkdj what?! we just left! lol yeh hm waited around in the gym after wards and yeh made it official. lol haha are u asking me or just making a statement?! lol hmm <3 2.20- it just keeps getting better //ajm. alksdj bah dropped em off. then came home and died on the couch and didnt wake up til 10 next morning. lol yes 12 hour sleep thats why i didnt have a concusion alex. hm best day ever. :) hm i love my friends so much <3 like times 0923840238. u guys r the best.

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Subject: saturday Time: 12:21 pm

hmk so saturday em picked me up around 11 and we went to the Y to workout. holy poop ive never seen anyone ever sweat that much in my life!! he was drennnnched and ew sweat was comin off the treadmill like flyin onto me lol gross hmk the we went tanning. hm em i miss it lol. bah em drops me off then picks me up a couple hours later and we go shoppin at woodfield. got some stuff for the alpine trip. hmm em that sweatshirt might be urs soon lol smallll. haha meh. ok for starters i shouldnt of said woodfield..stick to stratford guys lol. meh we were on our way home and BAM!!! stupid rich lady hit us! oh lord hm yeh we got in an accident. so whatever follow her into hooters parking lot. oooooh my god that lady was sooo gay about it!! 'oh r u a new driver? yeh i know i have kids ur age' 'its ur fault' 'you hit me' 'i just got this car 3 months ago' 'oooh great the only day i DONT have a phone' 'if the cops arent here in ten minutes im leaving'...SHUT THE EFF UP!!!!! lol holy poop that lady was so gay about it. she was sucha liar making it seem like it was emilys fault when it wasnt. the lady was doin 30, when we were sitting still and she goes over the illegal turn lines and hits us. hm bah so had to wait like an hour for police to come. haha em ooh my gosh i love you! u turn to the lady "YOUR A LIAR!!!!!!" haha and get back in the car!! ohhh my lord that was awesome! lol hmm watever at least no tickets were issued because it was on private property hm yeh so first accident em. haha on the way home i go 'yeh em ur gonna be with me my first accident'..and shes like 'YESSS I CANT WAIT!!" hahahah emiiiily lol. aw man bffl. bah so then bennigans plans were off lol noway were we drivin back out there. so go back to ems. rachel drives over. then we go pick up alex. and meet dan/anthony/nick at chilis!! haha alex yes i love chilis. shut up. hmm then like 2094823 hour wait which all alex did was make fun of my red face lol its a crayon!! lol haha hm finaly got a table. haha ummm we didnt order this?! ..anthony ..'LEAVE IT!' lol nooo hm way to be anorexic again alex. hm way to tell me to get the kiwi strawberry thing..eww its warm lets trade lol. hahaha thennn emily totaly hit her head on the pot hangin from the cieling!! hha ps. 2nd time lol. aw man that lady in the bathroom was nuts! she walks in and was liek ...'BAHHHHH' lol aw man good times. alkdj yeh chilis was good. anthony and his chocolate cake..haha alex ur gross!! lol i couldnt finish my salad thing after that...and um anthony the fork or watever u dropped wasnt on my leg..? lol haha hm yeh then we went back to nicks. me alex vs dan and anthony in pool. we totaly ownded them..no, nono sorry alex. lol hm then extreme fighitng. holy poop i found these HUGE boxing gloves so we throw them on and gear up in nicks hockey stuff. lol me vs dan//BAM!! omg alex hellpppp hahah my neck!!!!!! it still hurts. dan went all out fought me. and then alex and dan gang up on anthony poor kid lol i honestly didnt think dan would hit me that harddd ..but hes gay like that and did! haha jk hm i lost. lol bah then watched some anchorman. BAXTTTTTTTTTTTERR!! haha alex ur so mean "look at him flip over the bridge!!" haha aw man <3 i love that movie. bah then haha josh called during the movie. 'where at 711!!! hahah hmmk we're coming over!..who? me kev and steph' yeh well no party at my house we're at nicks. lol next weekend guys lol. meh then dan drops me off and i go home and attempt to pack for the alpine thing. lol yehhhh didnt go to bed til like 1/2ish? cuz 2048 ppl were at my house and i watched the notebook somewhat and yeh goood night.

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Current Music: thrice- the artist in the ambulance Subject: friday Time: 12:19 pm Current Mood: relaxed

friday// hm well friday..wasn't the best. big cry fest. lol first alex. then em. then kevin. lol for sure. hm thanks for listening guys lol. haha alex yes im emotional. hm yeh idk long story on all that just past week things were being brought up and different thing i couldn't take it anymore.

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February 16th, 2005

Current Music: off by one- de ja vu Time: 08:08 pm Current Mood: this.weekend.is.NONSTOP party

bah it's been a while..just a lot goin on i guess.. hmm braces off march 14th..yeh stupid ortho punk'd me thinkin feb. 14th would be day off...so much for the two month promise..alksdj hm past weekend..elyses party friday whiich was funnn times 2093842. happy sweet 16 lees!..hm saturday me/em/rachel went to nicks game haha i guided them there lol alsdj emm holy poop goin on the ice and BAM locker room asses haha hmm oh man luv ya em ..lol then was valentinesish..ohhh lord <3. hmm alex being the charmer that he is surprised me with roses and cupid bear..aww lol haha someone punched the dogs eyyes nono just a heart lol hmm bah saw hide&seek..which by far way gayyy but scary in a way. considering i broke alex's hand lol no joke end of the movie it was drenched and broken lol aw lex. hm garibaldis was cool met some of his friends..yehhh. then met alex's stepmom. i already met his dad kidrock before lol hm nice parents. bah then hung out rest of the night. kevin/mark/kyle/chris/danny/kim/and 029182 ppl yehh it was fun. lol yeh hm alex <3 alksdja you have nooo idea. lkadj i like alexxxxjosephmarino soo flippin muchh it's not even funny anymore. i just got sucha good feeling about this..<3 bah sunday blast softball practice. haha oh man funniest practice in a while. hmm love those girls. honestly their like my second family <3 bah by far an insanely awesome weekend. xo...i love my friends<3 **when you say best friends means friends forever** i'm glad some people are coming around tho and being happy/suppporting for me finally and giving him and my thoughts a chance. and for those who have been by my side through it all love you more than annnything. you know you ppl are. <3 (alex- you have NOOOO idea..//im getting into you because you got to me in a way words can't describe<3..11:11 + beautiful soul..oh snaps meant to be lol)

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February 8th, 2005

Time: 05:20 pm

so this past weekend was awwwesome. with snowfall and such. <3 oh man em/nick/dan beeest ever!! hm recap of that night..me/em got hair done. ohlala i liked mine meh ahh dan it looks like a peacock!! haha whhhat. oh man ems urs took liek 029384038 horus and mine took 5 minutes? lol aw man i loved urs!! hm anywho. then pics at ems. lol weird with only the 4 of us cuz im used to liek 15-20 ppl in a group. meh it was cool tho. bah then dan finally told us we could leave lol so off to medinah country club. soooo pretty in there!! <3 oh man bah then dance was just amazing too. dan so glad we went tgether <3 i loved it. hm then back to dans..aw they cooked us dinner!! we walk in nicks in his apron and candles everrrywhere..hm nick and dan such charmers. hm so that was cute. dinner oh man culinary for those boys work! lol ohlala nicks oreo milkshakes were GOD!! oh lord but then worst stomach ache from those drinks throughtout the night lol holy poop. hm watched grudge fell asleep on dan haha literally. hm hahah nick you totaly snore times 029384023. oh lord lol thoguth that was the dog at first. lol hm bah left dans at like 230? idk lol me and em were so tired lol. went back to ems talked for a bit and rnadomly we both just died and fell asleep. lol then morning nick/dan call tell us we're goin otu to breakfast. so we go out to rosewood. wtf! i wanted ihoppp.hahah jkjk it was good cept the scary man who alsmot killed the waitress! hmm bah id go into the night more but i dont wanna make this livejournal a bible. lol hm so yeh sucha great dance. i love my friends <3 anywho. saturday..had a party to go to..lol hm kim u called while i was at the party..yeh my phone got stolen and liek 203948209348 little boys were tlaking to kim lol kinda funny. hm bah came hoem slept off from the night before. then literally at like 930 josh and kevin call telling me 'we're coming over' lol hmk? lol that was cool tho. hahah kev/josh- my mom yelled at my the next morning. shes liek WHY DIDNT YOU LET THEM COME IN!! hahah yeh we stayed outside meh lol. bah so they stayed til like 11..josh ur curfew psht. lol hm glad to see them again :-) ps. kevin use the hubcap hahah u kno u kno. idk lol. hm <3 sun- softball. bah superbowl shindig at my house with the fmaily and such..kinda gay kinda not. mikeK called wanting me to come to his party. sorry mike lol but u played hide and seek without me..wayyy to go lol hm wish i coudlve come :-/ allll in alll great weekend and this upcomign one should be better parttty friday and then..<3 valentines w/alex. oh lord prettyeyes we need to catch up lol ah miss u times 0293482. hmk well ems pickin me up soon we're goin to mall xo bye loves

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January 31st, 2005

Current Music: dashboard confessional- hands down Subject: i've got a good feeling about this Time: 04:59 pm Current Mood: loved

hmm what a weekend..<3 friday got hair done..yeh no more shit brown..yes lol. hmm then me & em went tanning. then hmm alex calls. we're at strat!!..hmm ok we'll be there in 5! lol so hmm meet alex up and all his people lol..hahah so that little dude who wants kim in the sac is quite hot..hahah oooh my god. lol hmm so went back to kims. meh typical lol just sat around did nothing. oh wait we drew all over alex lol hahah and wayy to wash and bleach ur rubberband! lol hmm then they left, and so we went over to mikeys. groundage off on friday!! holla back he's gonna be at snowfall too oh man lol. hm then em drove me home lol ahh where's my wallllet?!! hahh kitchen counter..oh man em love ya!! SFL saturday hmm em picked me up at 10 alsdja sooo early lol but we had too lol. hmm then went to the Y. then went tanning. em dropped me off. went to kevins basketball game. then picked em up and met everyone at the bowling place lol yes bowling. hmm me/alex/em/nick/kim/anthony/michelle/dan/kyle/denise. hmm that was halarious <3 alex lol treat it liek a handshake!! aw man lol too bad im better when i dont try..lol i threw the balldown adn BAM strike. me and lex had some tying streaks goin on tho lol ooh man. hahah GLOWRINGGGS. lets hang it from alex's lipring. lol aw man. lol lex dont ever lose the braclet ;-). hmm bah that was fun. then we all went back to ems. haha me em alex and kim had to wait for a ride tho lol so we're waitin and here's alex...IM SO HORNY!!...fat girl walks by..ME TOO!! hahha beeest lol oh man. stopped at my house got the forms for alpine trip. <3 ah its gonna rock. me/alex/em/nick/dan. yes. hmm alex we're busbuddys lol. hm went back to ems flippppin awesome. alex alksdja ur eyes!! aw man lol bluuuuuest evvver. hahah just how i like them :-) aw man just had lotta fun <3 lexxxx. aw man we were such freshmen about it tho lex. lol hm oh well we managed to slip in some pingpong. lol oh lala anywhooo not goin into that..<3 anyways yeh for sure one of the best nights in a while. yesterday hm yeh church then em picked me up, went tnaning..hahah oh snaps we both fell asleep in the beds no joke. lol hmm haha went back to ems got the forms. hmm then blast practice then viator game. hmm yeh idk bad mood at blast lol tiff i would've cried and bitched. hm yeh then alex came by after my game got the alpine stuff figured out. :-) saw alex literaly whole weekend..hmm lucky us. <3 alsdkja ur dad looks like kid rock!! minus the long hair. lol yess aw man all in all amazinnng weekend<3

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January 26th, 2005

Current Music: buddy holly- weezer Time: 07:13 pm Current Mood: meh not so good

holy poop havn't written anything in a whillle..cough tiff keeps reading my finals entry 2048 times. hmm okok so just realllllly excited for snowfallball!! holla flippin back it's next friday <3..holla back dan/nick/em!! aw man gonna be the best night ever!! times 23482093..lol oh man nick u scared me.."no more tickets" ..lkjsad nooo. lol but ur just a liar like that and like to see me freak out lol..tiff he's a FIBBER lol hah aw man  bah should be effin awesome time. enough said. kev!- happy for ya. honestly hoo rah for finding ur balls and askin her out!! glad things went well..even tho night before u pulled away saying WTF was that lange!! hahah lol that was funny lol hahah aw man now u got ur license too..whhhata stud you are kev. haha oh and way to get me hooked on straylight run. hahah  it must be cuz i play piano?..hm idk lol bah bff love ya. on the ottther hand gues who got b honor roll..yeh cmon say it..ME! lol yeh  idk just kinda been shootin for that whole year..finally biotches! lol so that mean's byebye shit brown hello blonde. lol hahah tiff..what color's my hair? shit brown! lol yess aw man sunday was good lol. hm tiff picked me up, wayyyy to make me more jealous on ur ipod damnit lol. bah walk in greg IGNORES ME to the max. lol noooo joke. 'guys cmon cmon go to the baccccccck' hahah lol hmm watever idc tho effinA stamp it im in 2, ur in 2. we're all in shift 2. lol seriously wat did we miss the memo on silent practice??..well sorrrrry if  we're best friends and have ADD. wwwwwhat now!! hahah gawsh oh and for starters tourguidebarbie ows us all $5 lol  hmm everyone should just go suck an egg! haha best thing ever said..well no but close lol.  bah oh and um what the hell no tournys in WI?...yeh idc summer . my lakehouse. eveyone. i mean helllo it's a pact lol can't break those. <3 bahhh gonna be best summer ever. hmm jake left this weekend or iowa to play junior A hockey. holla back proud times 029384 of him. hmm  gonna miss him tho..only 3 months or so tho oooh tifff holla back possible feb 5th spitalfield show?..hooo rah times 209384. thad be RAD (haha tiff yes i said rad ..fine gosh im a surfer..whhhaT? lol) oh and jersey pact!!! lol yesss for sure.. bah and to joe:  so get me best seats at the shows ..i mean ur my son and all so u have to..lol plus considering ur bigtime manager now for the band. lol shit that's awesome tho, props to you. ;-) but yeh considering me and tiff makes list..here's one for the next couple weeks or so: highlights & cut (yeh wat now blonde like the summer phase) <3 LEX <3 oh lord pretttty pretttty blue eyes.. :-) snowfallllllll <3 tanning.. (lol holla back em..yeh dustin was right ur butt does burn..hahah lol on the way to bulls game.."wait how coud it if you wear bathing suit and such...?? yeh ok well i go naked so that's why!' lol hahah it's true. alpine snowboarding trip in wisconsin!!! hoo effin rahhhh. oh lord soo shootin for..me/em/dan/nick/denie/sar/lol some billy kid/ alex? softball- prolly get  yelled at and ignored  for no apparent reason cept  we're talking yet getting our shit done?..yeh ok buncha shows..or at least when joe decides to tell me lol j/k..and possible spitalfield show? <3 BRACES OFFF!!!..shut up i know i just got them  on like monthish ago..blame summer, not me. hm other than that flippin bible book dictionary..hahah yeh idk aka long entry..other than that idk i've been relativley bitchy lately..but then again relativley really happy..thanks to those who make me bitchy but even more thanks to those who make me happy. ps. lex u have nooooo idea how pumped i am for this weekend. 209348209482048282 times 029384029384024823 lol oh lorrrd love juuuust wait  <3  tp/em/ns/ds/kl/cm- when u say best friends means friends forever. <3

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January 10th, 2005

Current Music: Tokyo Rose-..Saturday, Everday Subject: BAM! ...tiff ur bammed out...by the way..i get BAM in the sac <3 yes Time: 11:20 pm Current Mood: FINALS CAN GO DIEEEEEEEEE

cross ur fingers for *ice day* tomorrow hmm finals suck times 20948. wah oh well hopefully ice day tmrw i can catch up on studying. wednesday is gonna be the hardest tho i think..health/geometry/bible. meh whatever..proofs can eff a nut in geometry.. that's all i gotta say lol. yesterday was nuts!..around the horn ..at 2. hahah aw man tiff greg said my shifts seriously at 1..he called and i was like um i got out of the shower im goin at 2. lol i only said that cuz i knew u were in 2 lol lkasdj TOURGUIDE BARBIE!! omggg my imprints hurt sooooooo much lol lkasdja wahh the floor gives our knees squamous!! hahah hmm i liked my tee..'JUGS' lol whhhhat whanky tees <3 hmm but yeh tiff opened my gift and such. oh lord for suree not watching white chicks until the lake house done deal stamp it. lol everything is left for the lakehouse.hmm new game we must try..bullshit!! (BS)..oh lord but guess will always the best. ooh and mister elf..yehyeh he's a stud on tiff's necklacke..annnnd NINJAAAAA. aw man i get the black one..where are my eyes?! drawww them in!! hahah ima do that for sure. oh lord love ya tifff sooooooo flippin much times 248 sqaured? hmm lol don't know what i'd do without ya seriously..even tho i look 12 with braces lol aw man i dropped 5 ages..first 17 without, then 12 with. damnnit. thats younger than kevin lol. xo bffl *TFL!! so in conclusion me & tiff have...delorisssssssssss. hahah holy crap we do. seizure times 2094820. hahah..'jake had a seizure literally when he was little'..woahhh he's a survivorrr lol i rmbr that talk lol hmm us and our talks lol they're nuts yettttt i pee my pants everytime lol and hmm daisy just whanked mister potato head.laksdja oh lorrrd but hey KUDOS for adam sayin 'hiiiiiiiiiiiii' lol tiff give the hiiiiiiiiiii's to adam/bigappleyes/mutey. <3 and ill say speak for marcy lol. oh lorrrd we're nuts tiff, juuuuust nuts lol.ooh and for starters i want BAM in the sac. done deal stamp it ship it fedex and ups it cuz he's mine <3 ooh and lexleyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy alksdj. ohh lord can't believe you made a sn of it. lol IM pops up..hmm who's lexl-..ALEXXXXX lol oh lorrd ur gonna have to teach me how to iceskateboard..or watever u said lol. and banana bar!! ..for suuuure lol 'so does it curce..as in a banana? no a wiener. haha whhhhat?..but don't go overboard sweetz. lol hmm by the way KIP neverrrr died. he said ur lying and ur just jealous cuz his numchuck skills AND cage fighting skills are like 20948 better than yours..plus he's a better 'studybuddy' than you ;-) haha lol aw man KIP is mine 4ever. <3 but other that give it up for the pillowkids AGAIN <3 em- holllllllllllllllla in the ortho today i was just thinkin about stuff comin up...holy effin crap SNOWFALLBALL..lol ohhh lord gotta get some shit done and go tannin for that and hmm just usin HC dress lol yess no1 saw it at ur school tho shh lol and hair and hm it's gonna be ammmazzzing. and to you dan: lol get ready kid it's gonna be flippin awesome. glad we're goin together <3 much love pedro lol laksdja back to final studying....eww

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January 9th, 2005

Current Music: cross my heart- the rocket summer...i think alex is too lol Time: 03:42 am Current Mood: 434 am..thanks alex

hm its 320..yehyeh alex is keeping me up lol gosh lex okok this weekend made up for the bad dramatic week.. friday- went to stratford with jake...tooook forever. blah it was fun tho was gonna get double peirced randomly lol but stupid girl theire i was gonna be her first peircing ever..hmm no thanks lol blah came home went and worked out. yeh blah then talked to alex til 4am lol give it up to all the pillowkids around the world ;-) lol oh alex today- hmm slept in til 3..oh lorrd lol hm went to ems hahah oh lorrd that vacuum thing is like ur pet!! lol ur mom 'he cant go in there!!' lol you should name it em lol..oh lord then nick dan and chris came over. alksjda chrissss got a haircut!! hahah best haircut evvvver! lol oh lorrd begingin everyone was a lil quiet lol i think from leftover of all the drama that went on lol but hm then went to streets and got our tickets for white noiiiiise!! alksjd effinA! lol hm then walked on over to coldstone. okok chrissssss aw man lol that was sooo embaressssing. i flewww into the garbage can!! and fell so hard lol omg im so getting you back lol gosh wat happend to truce!! lol oh lorrd funniest thing ever lol. okok so didnt know wat ice cream to get..yehyeh we ALL got oreo thing lol gosh. aw man that really biiiig lady got a whoel pint thing bucket for herself :-/ aw man chris. hm ok then went back to loews..oh lord walk in ask dan to hold my ice cream for a sec. get it back ..here's chris.. :BAM!!: totttaly hits ice cream out of my hand it goes everrrywheere. EFFINA WE TRUCED!! lol gawwwwsh! hm that was the best lol. wah ok go into movies..random lady handing out surveys?..hmm def. not taking one lol oh lorrd em hollla hot guys everrrywhere lol chris that gets u mad i know..'holla hottieee'..heres chris..'wtf i hate when u guys do that blah u guys r gay' haha lol aw chris haha lol..okok me & em do our ritual go to bathroom before every movie lol come back police evverywhere..'shit chris is in handcuffs' hahah lol wahh too bad he wasnt lol. wahh white noise!!! for surrrre scary at some parts!! lol hahah i hit chris like 203948 times. lol thats jut wat i do when im scared lol rapidly just hit lol laksjd dannn watched 1/4 of the movie?...okok only the begining..lol it was the funeral part and he's covering his eyes lol oh dan <3 wahh good movie. saw a lot of peeps i knew blah. then we walked on over to jamba juice..hmm is it just me or did that place turn literally 'gay' in liek 2 seconds lol...'welcome to jamba juice, who wants some juiiiiice' lol holy crap gay ppl eeeverywhre lol chris wa sa lil uncomfortable. oh lord so walked over to coldstone hmm nono too cold lol starbucks?...ITS SMELLS LIKE COFFEEE IN HERE!!...um chris we're in starbucks lol..hm then walked over to mexican grill..chris was in love with the boys in there ;-) lol nono they were 'glowsticking' lol hahah we stared for liek 5 minutes lol chris ur a nut. wah ok finaly screwd all that and went to wendys!! hahah funn times lol oh lorrd hmm hahah that snake!! lol hollllla its real! lol em rmbr that with vinnie?! lol aw man i miss that kid <3 for sure. wah then blah got picked up watched stand by me on the way to ems lol..LEACHES!!! hahah oh lord it was a good night <3 love you guys so much. alex- hmm once again its past 4 am and im up talking to you. ur the reason i wake up at flippin 3pm!! gawwwsh idiot! lol hmm enough napoleon quoting lol..i feel liek ive known u since kindergarten when i used to put paint on ur nose and you would sleep next to me at naptime and then i would draw you liger pictures hahah!! hmm yesm u are my pillow..too bad kip is my blanket lol hahah okok u win. oh and that marines thing..yeh def. not gonna happen b/c i wont let it lol aw man id cry times 023948. hmm most def. think im gonna pass out soon im tired lol thanks alex u keep me up so late. wah give it up to all the pillowkids around the world. hahah best thing ever said lol wahhh an oompa just popped out of ur cd rom!! haha aw <3 night love TIFF- wahhhhhhhhhhhhh withdrawls times 293048230 ..tmrw im gonna go nuts. lol 2 o clock k? lol who cares wat time slot im in lol 2, b there lol. open it open it open itttt. wah so i was driving home and i saw a store named...GRINDER!! wahhhhh gott grabba grinder!! hahah omg i miss that place lol whanks times 23098/gottagrabagrinder/guess..hm makes me want summer05 to come even more quick <3 wahh love ya so much xoxo bffl!! TFL!!!

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January 6th, 2005

Current Music: coheed and cambria- cassiopeia Subject: snowday!! wahhh times 20482 Time: 05:40 pm Current Mood: snowww day

wahh snooooow. hmm i love it because it gives kids like us snowdays and sledding. yet dreading knowing summers 5 months away..hmm summer 05 is going to be insane. <3 hmm yesterday was fun tho!!..got out of school early..then called em up. nick and dan were already over there."wann go sleddding?!?!" haha yesss mk so went to ems. had dinner there, then blah drama drama. em- listen to ur dad he's right. me nick and dan are here for ya. hopefully things are gonna get straightened out, if not just know we all did NOTHING. honestly we didn't. we called her yesterday wanting to straighten things out, if she's gonna be like this then whatever we tried. seriously like can everyone just grow up and stop bein soo immature and gay and stop all this bullshit. i'm sooo sick of all this dramaaaaa. alskdja wahhhh but em just know we all love ya so much and i got ur back til the end. SFL. ..wah ok but last night was fun. me/dan/em/nick hahah snooooow. hmm we were gonna go to bussy woods and wat not but blah things got messed up, its ok tho sledding in ems backyard lol hmm snowfight..wahhh angels!! dan and nick! wtf urs looked like blobs!! and um dan yeh you totaly ruind mine lol hmm it was really fun tho, nicks halarious in the snow hahah and um dan wanted to tackle everyone?..hmm em lol. haha wahh nick got frostbite i think. lol and my face holy poop dan it was ALLLLLLLLLLLL snow in my eyes too. lol u lil sneak. bah got cold so surrendered and went back inside. lol made some hot chocolate..hmm nick yeh that cup was burning and you put it on ur feet..hmm you couldn't feel it. frostbite. stamp it!. oh lorrd it was fun tho. blah then todayyy hollllla snow day!!! nuff said. :-) littlehands&whankycorndog-TFL. hahaha oh lorrrd us and our eskimoness. wahh THE SAND MAN...whhhat? no, no no no the sleepy-eyes-man!! hahah so yes he's kind of the tinkleman. hahah bffl

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January 2nd, 2005

Subject: chrissss Time: 01:34 am

chrissssss..oh lord chris with his amazzzing glowstickin shit. lol guys he's my gangster boy forever..chris ur the best lol nice hat

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December 31st, 2004

Current Music: saves the day- cars and calories Subject: laskdj HOLLA BACK TO TMRW NIGHT Time: 12:59 am Current Mood: giddy

oh lorrrrrrd tmrw new years eve!!!!!!!!! PARRTTTY TO THE MAX!! oh lord dan okok we made a list of thing to bring lol...pedro shirt/oar/'juice' lol/beads..hmm theres more i cant rmbr..thats why we made a list tho lol ahh emmm ur hickies!!! laksdjla hahah omg i love ya em lol its ok we'll hide them tmrw..yet theyll be more. oh lorrrd lol tmrws gonna be freaking amazzzing. ah okok but before that party goes down..im goin out to breakfast/then hittin up the batting cages ..holla/ then seein movie i think. tmrw is gonna be the best..i hope. for starters no drama PLEASEEE for one day. done deal stamp it no drama tmrw!! oh man i cant wait and im sleepin over at ems after the party..whcih wont realy be a slep over lol i swear we're all doin an all nighter lol but... *HOLLA NICK AND EM GOT THEIR LICENSE!! em im the first to drive with you lol *DAN im glad we had that talk and all *KEVIN im sooo jealous..3 words: cookie monster cookie lol u kno wat im talkin bout u bastard u better get me one. *EM- holy poooop love ya sooo much and holla back tmrws gonna be fin awwwesome. <3 oh lord we'll cover up ur hickies dont wry lol. XO SFL *TIFF!! holla back ur goin downtown tmrw..im jealous..oh god both of us are gonna have stories times 102938120318 i know it lol. ah i just thought..im bringin SOOO much cookie dough and goonies up to the lake. hahah oh god. okok i think i have a fettish for RAW cookie dough..its so effin good. lol and yes i was talkin to u telepathically yesterday after the upchuck lol..aw i hope things get better btwen u and mister alex and watever this girl is doin to you or watevers startin this shit ..ninja taught us both well so that girls goin down done deal. stamp it now. and rmbr..im always her for ya on all this shit/drama and got ur back..!! ah u better be there sunday at practice..i swear the presents have dust on it. lol ah back to GOOOONIES!! xo ly lasdj bffffl

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December 29th, 2004

Current Music: dashboard confessional- saints and sailors Subject: i <3 hide&go seek with all my heart Time: 02:14 am Current Mood: loved

okok tonight was goooooooooooood...oh lord fun times. hmm first off..KUDOS to em!!!!!!!! HOLLA BACK LICENSE!!!!!!!!! <333333 oh my lorrd proud of youu!! lol NICK & DAN too!!! oh lorrd nick two points away and you wouldn't of got it lol hmm emilys the driver! lol em --> ok em picked me up and we went over to elyse's..we cooked lol holla back..holy poop i think we added a LITTTTTLE too much sugar lol hmm.. blah sarah came. lol could we have quoted napolean dynamite any more? lol aww sarah you do like alksdj a perfect impression of KIP! lol oh lorddd. bah ok elyses was fun then we headed over to wagner and see wat was goin on over there..learned the parts lol holla back flag holder!! hahah yesss ah ok went home for ike 2 minutes literally lol em calls me 'im pickin u up in 2 minutes dan and nick are here' lol oh lord sqaure. <3...ah that was cool lol laksjdla JEEPERS CREEPERS!! laksjda dannn lol you are prolly the biggest girl i know lol jkjk love youuu. u get scared easily tho lol its cute. bah then me and em got ready. then went back to wagners. it turned out well actually. good ceremony lol bah then we duked it out in the staircase with em elyse DAN CAME!! aw lol and sar. lol danny i had 3 peices of cake lol and didnt want to put them back lol so im glad you ate them lol thanx bud. hmm then we picked up like SO FASTTTTTTTT lol that was awesome..aw janitor dan lol ahah you scrubbed well lol. hahah hmm then i went back to ems. then dan /nick/anthony/and elyse came over. oh lorrd gooood times. hahahah nick sorry but that movie sucked lol..2 minutes into the movie..'LETS PLAY HIDE AND GO SEEK!!' hahah ohmygosh my fav. game everrrr!! lol dan..me & you were buds in that game..and yeh on what 'happened'..i hope you're understanding this all..ur incredible and yeh what we said lets just she what happens and play it out, that's all we can do. oh lorrd lol back of the basement closest/stroage room..dan lol i swear u almost caught on fire!! lol haahah that was awesome lol me dan and anthony in there anthony comes in...3 some eh?? lol hahah hmmm...lol jkjk..ah ok then yeh it was fun. finally finished watchin open water...wow once agian nick..gay movie you brought. lol wat the hell he died form a little shark bite adn then the girl drownd herself lol hmm u shoudlve brought anchorman oh well u tried. lol laskdja ah blah em drove us home at like 12 and yeh it was a good night. i love you alllll. --> on the other note...drama can eff a nut...oh lord em and nick i love you both and you know im here for you two and just...if u both follow ur hearts and in the end you two end up together and figure this out..then you kno this was meant to be. im here for you two. xo i love you 2 sooooo much!! BFFL. i swear im ur guys's marriage counselor lol and im not kidding lol. but yeh im here for u both and love you guys <3 bffl...em- oh gosh we had a good talk tonight lol SFL laskdj damn righ nick better cry reading the talk lol. aw sfl --> tifff lol oh lord if you couldn't tell..i have storrrrrrrrries for surrrrrrrrrrrre oh mannnnn do i!!!!!! . lol lakdj and i read ur surveyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy alksdj withdrawls . awwww ima go comment right now. oh lord i peed my pants on some of them lol ahhhh. xo BFFL luv ya so much!!

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